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be my escape- relient k
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Thursday, July 17, 2003
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uneventful.
today was a rather uneventful day. which is good for me, i guess. uneventful days are hard to come by, especially now. -screws up my face- haha.
to each his own
opinions vary. and i've long ago lost count of the number of people who have told me that i shouldn't be so concerned about what others think of me. for as long as my conscience is clear, i have nothing to be afraid of. someone told me,"you don't have to explain to others to know that you're right." maybe i'm right. maybe i'm wrong.
i mean. there is just too many sides to a story. too many views towards a conflict.
someone says this. some other person says that. who do you believe? who can you trust? honestly, sometimes. it really gets too much. too tiring. and all you want to do is to bury my head somewhere and cry it all out. scream the anguish away. but then you remember. you have to be strong. it's been so long that a few more days. doesn't matter. a few more months. doesn't count.
you're just taking it one day at a time.
an uneventful day is good. i'm happy. :)
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sometimes, we are blinded by hatred. the need for revenge. we walk around in a red haze of anger, carrying the weight of the world on our shoulders. i am glad that i habour no such thoughts. which is good.
you can call me noble. or you can call me a coward. it's really up to you.
different people. different mindsets. different opinions.
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How Can I
Believe That My
Heart Could Find Someone Like You
You See
The Real Me
No In Betweens
I Had Nowhere To Hide
You Took Away The Walls Around Me
Made Me Feel Safe To Share The Truth
I See The Heavens Open
A Heart That Once Was Broken
Is Holding Nothing Back
Now That I Found You
You Hold Me Like A Prayer
You Touch Me Everywhere
A Lifetime Just Ain't Enough To Love You True
Now That I Found You
Believe
We're Meant To Be
Our Chemistry Will Last Forever
And Through The Years
We'll See Some Tears
We'll Conquer Fears
Together We Will Grow
Looking In Your Eyes They Tell Me
I No Longer Have To Be Alone
I See The Heavens Open
A Heart That Once Was Broken
Is Holding Nothing Back
Now That I Found You
You Hold Me Like A Prayer
You Touch Me Everywhere
A Lifetime Just Ain't Enough To Love You True
Now That I Found You
You You See Me
The Real Me
You Believe In Me
I See The Heavens Open
A Heart That Once Was Broken
Is Holding Nothing Back
Now That I Found You
You Hold Me Like A Prayer
You Touch Me Everywhere
A Lifetime Just Ain't Enough To Love You True
Now That I Found You